Dear MBzers,
I am a
twenty-two-year old and a 400-level student in one of the federal universities,
who recently gave his life to Christ. You know what the Bible say about being
in Christ and everything becoming “new”; well, everything has miraculously
changed positively about my life… well, almost everything.
I started to
experience pleasure in touching myself when I started calling my female friends
at midnights; some years ago—you know what I’m talking about. And later, I fell
in love with “mojo” on my mobile
device, so much that I’ve had over 300 different adult clips on my
device before. I don’t smoke and I don’t really have an inclination of alcohol,
but the urge to grab my “hood” and shake the fluid out usually gets to me like
a junkie who is missing his hourly shots. Sometimes, I do this thing like ten
to fifteen times every day… but now as a “born-again” Christian, I want
it to stop!
I have been
fighting this for long; I deleted all the 200+ adult clips on my mobile device
and computer, and even stopped talking to anyone at night… but just a walk into
my bathroom and the sight of my soap or whenever I catch my lotion bottle in
eyesight, the urge instantly burgeons like volcanic eruption. I do it, even
with no videos to watch… the amount of visuals stored in my brain is enough for
the imagination.
I am tired
of falling back into this “sin”; it seems my brain has been rewired and all it
tells my body is to have the hands do their job before I can be my normal self…
I don’t know if anyone is (or was) like me out there, please I need to know how
you are fighting (or you fought) this incessant urge. I really need help, and I
hope MBzers will read and provide me
with answers.
Thanks.
Ted.
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I understand what you are going through...It's hard to deal with it but with God all things are possible...As a babe in christ,you need to fix your thoughts only on the things of God..do as Phil 4:8 commands us christians to do.
ReplyDeleteDo not forget you have to fight the flesh as Jesus fought it when the devil came to tempt him.Pray and fast and also read the Bible everyday just as Joshua 1:8 says...You can also tell your Pastor too so he/she can advise you better.God bless you Ted.
its a good things you've identified with the problem and im no expert on this but as with most cases with addicts be it sexual or drug... you dont go off it completely at once cos all you've done is suppressed the urge and next time you mistakenly try it you're hooked, start off by reducing the number of times u beat a day
ReplyDelete2. engage in sports activities, this keeps u occupied and really fagged out and before u know it you are losing count
3. dont be shy to talk to ur pastor or preferrably a counsellor about this.. this way you know u getting professional help
4. dont judge urself harshly...i still beat my dick up (TMI) everytime she doesnt give it up..... but yeah 15times a day isnt healthy.....
Errm.....keep ur self occupied with non-sexual stuffs............try not to be alone alot ...it's easier to be tempted when alone or idle...
ReplyDeleteGod made your body - like all of God's creation, it is good and to be enjoyed. So, yes, go ahead and enjoy yourself. You don't need help. God bless you.
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